[敢怒而不敢言, gǎn nù ér bù gǎn yánㄍㄢˇ ㄋㄨˋ ㄦˊ ㄅㄨˋ ㄍㄢˇ ㄧㄢˊ] angry, but not daring to speak out (成语 saw); obliged to remain silent about one's resentment; unable to voice objections#103860
[あえて, aete] (adv) (uk) dare (to do something); venture (often overcoming reluctance, or in the face of probable failure); take upon oneself; challenge; presume; (there is no) need to; (don't) go as far as; definitely (not); (P)#11957