[じしゅく, jishuku] (n, vs) (1) self-control; self-discipline; self-restraint; (2) Japanese custom of apology followed by reclusion when caught doing something; (P)#11689
[とりみだす, torimidasu] (v5s, vt) (1) to put in disorder; to mess up; to disturb; to scatter about; (v5s, vi) (2) to be upset; to lose one's composure; to lose self-control; to go to pieces; to be shaken up; to break down; to be flustered; to blow one's cool